February 07, 2006

Today was a very difficult day for me, but i'm not sure why really. Felt very tired and agitated. I thought maybe if I sat outside and enjoyed the early morning breeze the mood would pass. But it didn't. It seemed to increase throughout the day until I almost couldn't stand to be around myself!!!
I did get my silver put away in my drawer. I decided to use this everyday instead of just on "special" occasions. Isn't everyday a special occasion? Cleaned and reorganized my pots, pans, and bakeware and purged some things that I just didn't use or love anymore. Freed up some extra space and I love it when that happens.
Tomorrow I will not be sitting with my grandson as he has a doctor's appointment with his Mama, I will be taking my car in to get the oil changed and then rewarding myself for doing this mundane task to the mall for some pretties at Crabtree&Evelyn I love this place..ohhh the scent when you first walk into the store, is beyond lovely! So i'm so looking forward to this..my special little treat.
Its off to dreamland for me, time to read my book and settle in for the night!! Sweet dreams!!

"When thou liest down, thou shalt not be afraid: yea, thou shalt lie down, and thy sleep shall be sweet." Proverbs 3:24


BrocanteHome said...

Oh sweetie, how I know this feeling. A kind of emptiness you don't know how to fill? A twitchiness you cannot satisfy. ayearning for something you cannot put your finger on? when it strikes I do what you did: look for tiny joys and hope they will blow away my feelings...
Have a lovely day Mindy.

ms*robyn said...

why is that many of us are having the same melancholia? thankfully we all have each other to get us through this. I adore crabtree and evelyn too. spoil yourself silly in that shop !